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Juan's Obsession  

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I learn things not as cruel as what’s just happening this time. I open my mind learning about ABC, singing nursery rhymes, learning English language, Math, watching Looney Tunes, the Toy story, the Flintstones, SpongeBob SquarePants and other cartoon TV shows. I’m 18 now, I can’t imagine myself chatting about social problems that imply negativity, but I should have to be aware of those things and must face a new light of experience and I grasped that this is what really meant to me this time.


Juan’s obsession


It’s some kind of paranoia.


Juan Dela Cruz become crazy this time because of the flooded deadly societal problems ranging from its economy, politics, governance, environment and inhabitants which encompasses their lifestyles, health, criminalities and abuses that may directly and indirectly affect everyone.


Price Hike


Recently, a number of prices of basic commodities have increase due to oil price hike in which the price is volatile and inherent in the world trade market. The prices reveal that almost 10% increase was seen in the primal commodities in the past economic events which clearly pass-on burden to Juan Dela Cruz that makes him slouch further.


Billions of loses due to counterfeiting


The counterfeiting and piracy problem is not limited to CD's, VCDs and computer softwares but also affects top brands of garments, bags, wallets, medicines, liquified petroleum gas (LPGs), batteries, lamps, bulbs and switches, brandy, vodka, cigarettes, soaps and shampoo, laser printer toner and ink cartridges, sofa beds, hacksaws, toys and electronic goods. According to the Brand Protection Association (BPA), almost 15 multinational companies were affected because of this counterfeiting and most of the counterfeits products were boldly sold and distributed to shopping malls, department stores and supermarkets and those products were typically come from China. If this will continue to happen, our economy will bump down and no more investors will put in investments in the country, thus impoverish Juan will suffer all over again with this problem.


Labor For One kilo of Fish and Rice a day


Juan Dela Cruz will be much weaker this time because of receiving below minimum wage requirement for the workers. His P200 wage per day cannot suffice the needed basic needs of his family and is only enough for a kilo of fish and rice. How is it?


A school janitor in our school who was hired on a regular basis under an agency is only receiving P200 per day. After tax, social security and other deductions were made on top of the share deductions by the agency, the utility worker went home with only less than P200. Her salary per day is only enough for a kilo of rice and fish. Before she goes to bed, she remembered that she had to buy school supplies for her child. She reached his pocket and found it empty. That is only one of the shared experiences of those people who are receiving wages which are below the required amount. This time, there are still many companies which are not complying with the Minimum Wage Law and are giving their workers much less. In 2002 survey, about 4.9 million Filipinos had no jobs while 5.9 million others had no regular source of livelihood. He was lucky after all because he has still job to hold on.


Limited Safe Drinking Water


In 2002 survey of the Annual Poverty Indicators Survey (APIS), it showed that almost 80 percent Filipino families had access to safe drinking water, thus 20 percent of the aggregate were sacrificing of the unsafe water to drink. Then, how much more this time that water is becoming less safe every year? We don’t know the case but we just hope that this problem may lessen. Juan Dela Cruz, indeed have so many baggage packed in his back that he needs to unload in an undetermined time.


Rising Street Children


Higher authorities that govern Juan Dela Cruz are not alarmed with this issue but Juan feels threatened with this problem which is the increase and downpour of the street children annually. As per record, Philippines is one who has the largest populations of the street children. Today, street children are approximately 2.5 million both living and working in the road of almost 65 cities. The End Child Prostitution in Asian Tourism (ECPAT) asserts that those children were working as pickpockets and beggars and that around 80,000 children were either sexually exploited or driven to prostitution. Some of them are already endowed to illegal use of drugs such as rugby and the like.


Unemployed College Graduates


According to the Trade Union Congress of the Philippines (TUCP), almost ¼ of the college graduates were unemployed. This is truly a dismaying fact that strikes me when I heard this information. Beyond doubt, Juan will surely bear again another issue to be resolved. I remember Mr. Faldas, my teacher in Econ 143, he said that our nation will be poorer if none of us will become entrepreneur. Employment will get behind the scene if all of us will seek employment as what the current trend suggests. We can only gain employment if there are people who are also willing to be an entrepreneur. That could be true, but still we need employment first to have a substantial investment in our business. Anyway, employment is everywhere. You can be employed if you are really skillful and ability-wise.


Child Labor


Child labor remains as the most tragic problem in our country. It’s ghastly to hear that those children working cannot experience school learning, cannot play and cannot enjoy their childhood within the bound of academy. Almost 4 million out of 25 million or 16 percent children are working and most of them are male aged 10 to 17 years old, unskilled and unpaid. They worked as farmers, fishermen, hunters, vendors, and factory workers. Some 221,000 children did heavy physical work; 1.1 million faced physical hazards; 942,000 suffered injuries at work; and 754,000 had work-related illnesses (Social Issues in the Philippines, 2001). The main reasons of the said children are the insufficient income or lacking of employment of their parents. Child labor makes Juan Dela Cruz more miserable. Can Juan survive with this brink?

Tuition Fee Increase (TFI)


This issue may seem to be both blessing and curse to everyone. Notre Dame of Marbel University (NDMU) is one of the private Higher Education Institution (HEI) that proposed an increase in the tuition fee and other fees for the next academic year that was protested by the student leaders. This matter has been the annual hot issue in the campus since the school is proposing an increase every year and this increase is already dipping our parents to the ground. On the other hand, it’s a blessing to the entire NDMU personnel because of another wage increase. According to an Accountancy student, the main problem here is not the TFI but the worldwide phenomenon which is the inflation of prices from the primal and basic needs to the less needed things caused by the volatile fluctuation of oil price in the world market. In some sense, what she’s trying to bring about is the nonexistence of the blessing to the teachers because what’s then the purpose of the increase if the commodities have been already augmented.


Meanwhile, according to the Commission on Higher Education (CHEd) memorandum the proposed increase must be equal or lower than the national inflation rate. Last academic year’s inflation rate in TFI is 10 percent.


Juan didn’t want to miss this affair that give verge to his people for education and Juan will fight for this.


Prostitution


Prostitution existed way back in the time of Jesus Christ and now is the major problem faced by society and women advocates group. The major dens of prostitution were found in Manila, Puerto Galera, Davao City and Cebu City. How could we stop this? The Church advocates everyone to refrain from this unlawful activity. Let’s ask Juan then if how he feels about this? Surely, he may get dismayed and shamed.


Abortion


Almost 400,000 cases of abortions each year is reported despite the fact that abortion is strictly prohibited and is illegal here. The fetus found in MalacaƱang Palace Restroom is one out of the 400,000 fetus that was not given life. The fetus that will grow as a future leader of our country, that can be an energetic baseball player, or a child who could bring home honor to our country. But those dreams cannot be realized anymore because the chances of their living are already diminished by their parents. Juan Dela Cruz is shouting to stop this crime.


ZTE Scandal


This is the issue that shook every Filipinos head when they heard the $329 million ZTE National Broadband Network bribery scandal, of which $135 million will serve as the commission to the alleged Benjamin Abalos, former COMELEC Commissioner and one of the supporters of this project. Last month, Jun Lozada’s appearance can be the loosing point of all lies and can be the turning over of our relationship to China. This issue calls again for the same substance of topics and discussions in Congress and Senate which is the Graft and Corruption. This scandal makes Juan undignified all over again.


Global Warming


Global Warming is one of the worldwide phenomenon that tumbles all phases of development because of its vulnerable effect in business industries, environment and economy. We are all affected with this problem. Let us make our contribution with this predicament by saving our mother Earth through planting trees, minimize the use of plastic materials and reducing the consumption of energy because excessive utilization of power can make our planet warmer. Surely, if we do it all Juan feels relieve from all his problems.


The Cost of Air Pollution


Almost billion of US dollars are losing every year in our country because of air pollution. This loss is allocated in medical treatment, lost wages, low productivity and deaths that severely impact the Filipino’s quality of life (Social Issues in the Philippines, 2001).


The World Bank, in its study said that fine particle emissions result in about 2,000 premature deaths and 9,000 cases of chronic bronchitis in the country's four largest urban areas annually. These emissions of pollutants were largely blamed on public buses, jeepneys, utility vehicles, trucks and motorcycles that continue to emit visible smoke despite the government's anti-smoke belching campaign. For the past five years, there were 3.9 million land vehicles in the country (Social Issues in the Philippines, 2001). This one is another problem that threatened the quality of life of the Filipinos.


Those social problems are just few of the issues besieging the Philippines then and now. We should be aware of those issues because we are Filipino and we must share common problems and difficulties encountered by our country. We must not just share but we must think that we can do much for this problem.


TV cartoon shows and other childhood stuffs have already been part of my past. I’m 18 now and it’s been also 18 years of enjoying those stuffs. Learning the situation of the society and making the stand for it is what really meant to me this time and is the right thing that I can do for myself and to others.

Break Free  

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Perspectives

“…it is much tiring if I escape from those routine and responsibilities. The more I run from it, the more it chases me.”

Sometimes, I am thinking of taking sleeping pills to withdraw from the world and escape from my daily routine. I am wondering why I need to go to school early in the morning and be home late at night. I’m tired of this tiring cycle. I want to get rid of my boring schedule.

I have been keeping these thoughts for nearly seven years. I am exhausted of the same things all over again. I am tired of going through the current of the stream. Everything is planned out. Everyday is the same day. Everything is so predictable.

My day starts and ends like the previous day. I rush to school, perform my tasks and go home. Even my weekends are boring. My scheduled visits in the library and my Mock Board preparations are gnawing the strength out of me. I am so weary of everything. I did a lot of things but I accomplish nothing.

I was caged in box of routine. Then, it all became too much for me to bear.
I decided to put some spice in my life. I need some kind of thrill, of excitement. I revised my schedule. I decided to be lax. I came to school late. I did my assignments in class. I don’t study my lessons. I sleep in some of my classes. I broke free from the usual me.
I held on to this scheme for days but I barely survived the week.

On a Saturday night while I lay in my bed, I contemplated about my predicament. I realized that it is much tiring eluding from my daily responsibilities. The more I run from it, the more it chases me. When I looked back at the past and I wanted to get back to my old life. It dawned on me that I’d rather be busy than be lax. I’d rather be weird than happy-go-lucky.

I tried to change but it did me no good. Laxity may unload your baggage and bring you temporary happiness, but it brings more misery in the long run.

I examined my life, my routine, and my weakness. Then I thought about these words;
“Come to me, all of you who are tired from carrying heavy loads and I will give you rest. Take my yoke and put it on you, and learn from me, because I am gentle and humble in spirit; and you will find rest. For the yoke I will give you is easy, and the load I will put on you is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)

After recognizing my heavy loads and Jesus’ yoke, I realized that my life has more to offer. My routine was not that bad after all. It was my attitude towards it. I know my hard work will pay off. I will succeed. When I’m feeling like I can’t go on, Paul said, “I have the strength to face all conditions by the power that Christ gives me.” (Philippians 4:13)

I want to be free. I want to be free from the lethargy my boring schedule. I want to get over my idleness. I long for the same enthusiasm for my studies. I want to go back to where I stopped on my journey. I want to persevere because I wanted to succeed in the future.

I know that I have to face more in my remaining two years in this institution. I do not know how long my motivation will sustain me to go on. I do not know what will happen next.

With this, I learned to appreciate the value of my time. I learned to make the best out of my time on Earth. I will not procrastinate anymore. I will not be lax especially in my toughest academic struggles. I am determined to break my bad habits.

I will always remember how my parents struggled to provide what I needed. I remember how they tried to give me the best encouragement in my lowest moments. When I look at them, I come to appreciate the opportunity they gave me.

I learned my lessons. Life is not a race. I don’t need to hurry. I might miss the beauty of my existence. I learned to cherish every moment, to see it as a gift from God. I am determined to never be deluded by my routine, but to use my time doing worthwhile activities.

Sleeping pills is not the solution to my problem, nor will it ever be. The best thing to do is to break free from the sloth in me and to make the most of my gift of time.

Here Without You  

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Anne Frank: The Diary of a Young Girl  

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Book Review


There’s really a point in our life that we are conquered by horrors of war, but at some point in our life there’s something that reminds us that optimism and human spirit can conquer that horrors of war.



Anne Frank, an ordinary Jewish girl born in Germany on June 12, 1929 wrote and kept the glimpse of what had happened during the World War II. She wrote everything when she received a diary for her 13th birthday and she called it Kitty. She made her first entry on June 14, 1942.



The diary teaches lessons in life. These are lessons that we can never regret when we are in the real world working and applying what we have learned in school. It teaches how to be courageous in facing the challenges of life and how we handle life that we can assure that we can hurdle those challenges.



It depicts the struggle of a family who faces challenges from the fate of invaders. It portrays how Anne and her family overcome the situation of fear amidst of hiding and being discovered. These are all Anne’s burns of the past and discover how this young girl makes the best of her fate in Anne Frank: The Diary of a Young Girl.



Let life and dreams go on



It all started when the Nazis or the National Socialist German Workers’ Party, a group with strong racist principles invade her beloved country Holland. This was the hype when Nazis done various acts of violence, this was the point when the anti-Jewish laws in Germany was imposed, throwing Jews into prison without trial and as a result millions of Jews suffered the bad fate from the Nazis.



This is now the time that Otto Frank, Anne’s Father decided to move his family to Amsterdam. He chooses to occupy the annex of his office together with other family friend as well as Anne’s friends.



After two years of hiding, Nazis find the place and they were sent to the concentration camps where starvation and diseases plagued them day and night. Seven months later, Anne and her sister Margot died because of typhus. Anne was just 15 years old that time.
After two years, as Anne’s life gone, the war also ended. It was in 1945 and Otto Frank was the only survivor from the secret annex. He returned to Amsterdam with Anne’s diary in his hand and gives all her writings that were left in the hiding place and published it chronicling Anne’s life from June 12, 1942- August 1, 1944.



Her diary was published and printed in Dutch in 1947 and in English in the year 1951. This is one of the most read books in the world which sells almost 31 million copies and it was translated into roughly 67 languages.



Just like me who made writing as a passion and game, Anne also dreamed of becoming a writer for she believes that through his writings he can help others realize their perspectives in life where they can have a free fly.



This book is worth crying for, because it reflects the lives of millions of Jews who died because of the nightmare that the war had created. Anne was just one of the few Jews who became the victim of man’s interest and greed.



Anne passed away for 60 years, but her life and dreams still go on and will continue to journey for no matter how many years may come. Her dreams are becoming the dreams of humanity and even the heart of the harshest people living in the prison can be melted with her diary.
Before, I used to regret the opportunities of life because of the fear of risk of failure, but I ponder the things that I need to develop in myself to grow as a person- this is to face all challenges of life and the opportunity that it offers.



If you say “I am afraid,” God says “I have not given you the spirit of fear,” (2 Tim. 1:7).








Silence  

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In my search of effective friendship, I realized that listening and letting yourself remains in silent is an effective way of showing your care. I don't need to share my thoughts to let my friends know that I care. Sometimes, I end up thinking how apathetic I am in doing those things. I just listen. No reaction at all. I don't want to pretend that I know everything and let my friends believe in my so-called-drama-ever-advice. I'm just keeping myself at ease. When I don't want to speak, then I keep my mouth shut. When I don't want to be with them, then I tell them frankly. That's it. No mixtures of pretensions at all. Anyway, going back on what I have started. Yes, as what I am always saying "I love silence." I find satisfaction and comfort when I only listen. I just want them to feel that I care so much without knowing or saying what I feel. I want them to just say everything and I won't judge them. I want them to just feel how eager I am to be with them in times of their sadness. I want them to be at ease by securing that I am always be here. In my silence, I really mean a lot. Sometimes, my friends misunderstood me and let that drama-effect-whatever comes in again. No. I just want to listen. Realized things. Then, speak-up. It's just temporary, anyway. At the end, I'm glad I learned silence in my own way. No more masks to wear and no more pretensions to feel. Everything is pure, everything is alright. I can now assure my friends of my authenticity.

Pangarap  

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Ganito ba talaga ang buhay? Bakit sadyang kay lupit naman yata ang napunta sa akin? Hindi ko lubos maisip kung ang pagkakaroon ko ba ng laptop ay isang panaginip lamang o ang pagsuot ko ng mga Armanis na damit at pagmaneho ng Ferrari ay isang malaking kahibangan lamang. Naalala ko tuloy ang aking ina. Sabi niya magsikap daw ako upang maabot ko ang lahat ng aking inaambisyon. Ngunit hindi lamang basta-basta ambisyon ang lahat ng mga iyon. Kasama sa mga iyon ang aking pangarap na pilit kong inaabot hindi lamang para sa aking sarili kundi sa buong sanlibutan. Noong bata pa ako. Talagang mahilig ako mangambisyon. Minsan na ngang nagpatihulog sa hagdan ng paaralan para lamang magaya si Spiderman . Nawasak ang teacher's cabinet dahil pilit na maging si Batman . May pagkakataon ding tahimik lang para purihin bilang mabait na bata ng karamihan. Hay, sadya talagang mapaglaro ang mga pagkakataon sa akin. Ngunit, sa kabila ng mga iyon ay akin pa ring natanto na hindi lahat ng aking mga ambisyon ay makakabuti sa karamihan. Naisip ko rin na ang pagkakaroon ng labis na yaman ay walang bisa kapag hindi mo ibinahagi sa iba. Higit ka pa sa kanino mang pulubi sa buong mundo kapag hindi mo pinahalagahan ang disiplinang "pagbibigay ng kahit anuman sa iba kapag mayroon naman." Sa aking paglaki, hindi lamang disiplina at karunungan ang aking natutunan at nakuha. Sa mga taong nakapaligid sa akin aking mapapatunayan na nandoon din pala ang pagmamahal sa aking puso. Eh panu ba naman ako magkakaroon ng passion sa pagtulong sa world kung wala akong pagmamahal? Hahaha. Tama. Higit na mahalaga ang kabutihan para sa nakakarami. Noon, kung kaya kung masaktan para sa sarili kong kagustuhan. Ngayon, kayang-kaya kong isaalang-alang ang sarili kong kaligayahan para sa kapakanan ng karamihan. Tama nga ang sinasabi nila na hindi mahalaga ang materyal na bagay sa mundo. Siguro kung iniisip ko man noon na ang pagkakaroon ng laptop ay mahalaga ay dahil siguro sa kagustuhang makapantay rin sa kaklase. Bagkus, higit na mahalaga na mayroon kang buhay na matulungan at mabigyan ng bagong pag-asa. Ngayon, ayaw ko ng marinig pa ang sarili kong bunganga na magrereklamo sa buhay. Ika nga "enjoy life to the fullest without any what if's." Kaya ikaw. Easy lang. Don't worry. Be happy!